Transparent: Available to others. Nothing unavailable. Absence of pretense or guile. No one to impress.Non consumptive of energy, people or environments. [Striving to become someone, even just to become 'yourself.' is fairly consumptive.] Nothing expensive. Lightness of style, communication. Nothing is heavy. Highly flexible, responsive. Nothing is gripped/rigid.
-Wide Open-
Absence of You program unhappily means absence of me 'self' not about you ( I don't want to be with me if you're not with me too)
(who do you admire? who do you want to impress? does a person want anything without having someone to impress?)

_12/21 thinking what if were to prepare -for- an audience? is it not imaginable - no different just my notes - insider style
not that I am aiming for transparency it's that there is no distracting motivation