noticing appraising cheating

ozark       look fwd to.     netflix…



sneaky pete    already, s2 been there ready for me az      <
patriot  no s2 yet right. still stopped in e1 just liking it.               }  az.         *

/about the lead guy.  y.   in each. 
jason bateman.       
giovanni ribsi. 
lead in patriot  guy who reminds a little of kinnaman  and terry oquinn as his father. 

right now The Amers.  y philip is the best part. 
(but no not about masculinity the way those movies are (assass of jesse jackson by the coward rbt ford.  hist of violence.  the woodsman.)  men being intense.   intensity  masculinity  appraising.


      smtms more liking char  not necess intense    veronica mars  well logan it was his intensity  along w wry.   charlie crews on life.    like giovanni ribsi sneaky pete.  just, smart. 
so:  appraising.
 or, cheating.   smartest guy in the room.  noticing.         /  ~ “you don’t miss much.”  (j to me).    “I’m not real slow.”  peter krause we dont live here anymore. 
// mystery  someone lkg for sth, actively.   in a con.  someone is noticing. actively. 
putting one over.      ..  point of wh is, I mean the appeal to me is    the being smart.   mind at work, mind has mountains.    make me feel there is a person there.    so the intense men are one way of that.  watching.  gaze.    so is just anyone  who is  being  -on it-.  tracking.  watching.    so spies, conmen, criminals.  there has to be a room in wh to be the smartest.   

  


…       lost ~  not s m about jack, though. w that was actually about the story?)      
 fiona on shameless.  as well as lip.   so yes here is about the ensemble.  kevin :) 
comedic  weeds  andy .   .. 



  az *   also a number of shows  to note.  Black Widows. int!  *Finnish*   sound greek ish?  eastern european ?  estonia.    more than scandinavian german




There is something to be told about us for the telling of which we all wait.

the Americans .... cmmnts notes not org

 Renee: The future is cloudy   |

 -sistermagpie: But then what's weird is it seems like this second marriage, the one he had to work through issues to get to, is far colder than the first marriage was. Stan still seems kind of befuddled to find himself talking to her when she appears in his house and even last season the whole thing seemed arranged by Renee--something broke in her place so she had to "move in" for a while (and never left), she appears at the gym and has all the same interests as Stan, etc. 

  -Erin9: I sure would like there to be some explanation on why Renee and S/R have no substance. Especially on a show where it is all about marriage.  //and cmmt re m more re his ex wife substantv real char.    sandra. 

   -Ellaria Sand: two possibilities:
1) They hired Laurie Holden, made her Stan's love interest (OK, that's fine) and gave her nothing of interest to do while creating a faux mystery around the character
 2) Hired Laurie Holden, had her pretend to fall in love with Stan while doing secret spy work that will have an impact on the end game.
Either one of these sound like terrible choices by the writers yet this is basically what we are choosing between






S06.E08: The Summit - The Americans 

 -jjj:   Renee, giggling: "Oh, do I need to memorize all the state capitols for my interview?!"
Me: "Nice try, Renee, we know you learned those in SpySchool."       


 -Anyone have a clue as to why Phillip is getting a new suit...NOW? 
 -For his funeral?


-At this point, Renee is going to be confirmed as an undercover operative for one three letter organization or another, or this is the most epic troll job by showrunners that has ever happened.



The Americans Have A New Awareness Of The Fragility Of Human Life | Previously.TV  |  
Renee checks the mail .. Stan's excited for her, and when she nervously asks what she'll be asked about, he assures her that it's the same kind of thing that would come up wherever she interviewed, plus whether she's "a loyal American, and if [she] can keep a secret."  She sure as hell seems to have nailed the latter. What! Is! Her! DEAL?!    
   ..  so then is Elizabeth's refusal to follow this order what will activate Renee to do it instead? FINALLY?????               
  ..... 
//Curtis at Roy Rogers, wh remembers re wmn w Gregory:   "Had incredible hair, like those Vidal Sassoon ads?" Before calling in an APB on Rayna Jaymes // ;)  Connie Britton

web z to phylogeny (ontology H Bruce Hyde re H communication also re Erhardt est to Douglas Engelbart hypertext*) Korzybski 'map is not the territory' laura riding

via  via  via    

  ....    tv  phrase  web z   wordref   ~ memes  
    to phylogeny 
ontology    H      Bruce Hyde
re H communication  listening authentically  < look at.       also re Erhardt est   to Douglas Engelbart  hypertext*)    
Korzybski 'map is not the territory'   laura riding 



can I write in  live in  foreign language  not having to know am this person  am unfamiliar anyway?
re The Americans  cmmt   they are giving Stan the collar   giving the collar   wordreference    french comments
https://forum.wordreference.com/threads/to-give-someone-the-collar.592664/
to give someone the collar | WordReference Forums // via The Amers prvslytv forum The Soviet Union is No More p10  -umbelina:  My big take away is that they are giving this collar to Stan.   //  pleasant french here  -'To collar someone' means to arrest, ou plutôt  [or rather]      -Alors comme on dirait bien que tout le monde s'accorde sur collar being related to arrest  [Then alors  as comme  one says on dirait  well bien  (one says well / it is well said) that  que  everyone  tout le monde  agrees s'accorde  sur  over  (about) 'collar' being related to arrest, I'll go for that.       // but I did think here she's got it -Kelly B:  Did one officer give another (perhaps a less senior one) the opportunity to make the arrest, even though he could have done it himself? That's how it sounds to me. He let him make the arrest, and therefore get the credit for it.  /yup yup that is how it sounds.  intuitionist.   and this cmmt goes unreplied to  until  I am glad to see  -Pascale:  erratum! Kelly B was right, just reread the whole context and one policeman is telling another that it was good of him to give the credit for the arrest to a third policeman.  (It's subtitle translation for The Wire by the way, great stuff)

... aside  also earlier via cmmt re The Americans?  (on prvslytv forums)  mention  of When they ask you where you want to go  and they are going to ask you ...   =  to McNulty on the Wire.  Lester telling him.  (Lester had said just give me sth outdoors, beat cop, anyth not behind a desk.  got pawn shop 20 yrs.  too late McNulty had said anywh but docks.)   when I looked up this line,   got The Wire twop recap at brilliantbutcancelled.com  so now know all recaps in full there (on twop site, only loads p1 of each recap)


and now fr The Americans cmmt "acting all brand new"  (why Eliz acting all brand new w Claudia ~ as if not wary of her violent to her way back).  looked up that phrase.  I like it, not so much for acting fancy, like thinking of self as better.   but for acting as if not already talked about this, not already have a way for this   ~sort of wh saying to gabi at school cafeteria yesterday, lunch attendants telling kids quiet wait for teachers etc  to me seems like doing this new, not every day.  acting brand new about it.      meme ex: when you told your mom your plans yesterday but today she acting all brand new.     more seriously could express kind of betrayal  person acting like not have a way with you  like as I used to say  shared room  acting like outside that room, left it, acting like do not know it.
///   oh!  "Who's Johnny?" she said  and smiled in her special way.
that's the brand new.  the shared room was "Johnny," she said. "You know I love you."    ///

.... and -next day - heard th song! in chuy's after going to recital ballet lilo.  .... 


... memes  browsed  bcs as scroll down page fr acting brand new  went to  plans  missed you
Ok fiiiiine I missed you @mybestiesays   cat hug
https://me.me/i/when-you-havent-seen-your-best-friend-for-awhile-ok-18907762
cat w dog// When you haven't seen your best friend for a while// Ok fiiiiiine I missed you @mybestiesays  /aw
 I wonder wh really, do they get along? lks like hug but is really an attack right? more or less playful..  and ineffective!  he just turns his head a bit, lowers her  then lick grooms her!  (dominant)

reddit r/adviceanimals  and then r/verticals  just means style of meme pic
browsing verticals  saw ones interview with unicorns
looking up bcs what to do w unicorns? (origin?
got to an interview w grr martin
https://www.reddit.com/r/asoiaf/comments/31xgjt/spoilers_twow_i_found_an_old_interview_about_pov/
Here is the link: http://bibliobs.nouvelobs.com/romans/20140808.OBS5924/george-r-r-martin-j-aime-tuer-mes-personnages.html?xtor=RSS-17 It's in French of course you'll have to trust me or use a translator.
 Il y a des licornes dans mon prochain livre --> There are unicorns in my next book
 ...now reality is inspired by fiction: the Philadelphia Zoo named three blackfooted cats of a rare species after my dragons. 
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so from this  wh was light  web-z    to more solid   - int

blackfooted cats  smallest of wild cats  cute round     wkp then to
phylogenetics   (Greek: φυλή, φῦλον – phylé, phylon = tribe, clan, race + γενετικός – genetikós = origin, source, birth)     so oh greek like friend like philosophy   or is dffr word the vowel  φιλοσοφία,   if dffr seems likely related anyway makes sense to think  friend  tribe clan  what goes together
phylo genesis  what goes together in origin, beginning,   (or to bring into english thinking  in genetics)
I do get int in this of crs wh goes tgthr  what are dffrncs   these are our  categories    inherent in any sense  maybe if truly evolutionary  (truly? do I doubt?)   bears  dogs  cats
phylogenetics    tree of life web project   http://tolweb.org/tree/
[ and just in mind to read  wkp simple  'what is' re Life ]
 and then just thinking of,
ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny
sjc lab pink cover a dividing what?  incr complexity  not just number parts but number of relations  number kind of relations  (also of crs of int to me  whole other level  position change in position speed velocity  change in velocity acceletation   (change in acceleration?    )
.. recapitulation theory
ontogeny  coming into being  
y vs onto logy study of being 
 so in mind  to see  wkp simple  re Ontology 
 heidegger y of crs  ...
one via-line then fr here H ...
wkp note  Hyde, R. Bruce. "Listening Authentically...
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bruce_Hyde_(academic)  
Hyde, R. Bruce and Drew Kopp. 2013. Connecting Philosophy and Communication: A Heideggerian Analysis of the Ontological Rhetoric of Werner Erhard.Submitted to the Philosophy of Communication Division National Communication Association Conference
... en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Erhard_Seminars_Training   est      
participants  en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Douglas_Engelbart    hypertext  remember my int?!

oh and in mind  just in cnnxn ontology h philos  had in past thought to read through  Kant simple wkp re Kant  transcendental deduction  what is.  read sum.
Kant examined experience in general, dissecting in it what is supplied by the mind from what is supplied by the given intuitions. What has just been explicated is commonly called a transcendental deduction
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Immanuel_Kant#Categories_of_the_Faculty_of_Understanding

 other via-line fr ontology
 E-prime  oh of int  did I know  like the kid at sjc  speak without saying   to be 
English without use of that verb parsing uses 'to be'
 existence  identity   location     so I guess replace those usages w "exist" ~
grammatical usages wld need dffr grammar   ?  
 D. David Bourland, Jr., who had studied under Alfred Korzybski, devised E-Prime as an addition to Korzybski's general semantics in the late 1940s
Korzybski  book Science and Sanity    * full text online:  http://esgs.free.fr/uk/art/sands.htm
that is not the book that I have annapolis second hand?  grey typewrit like  to me wh might call random  or esoteric  maybe is not did I ever ggl it?
maybe not korzybski but is general semantics? 

 ...  "The map is not the territory".  "A map is not the territory" The expression first appeared in print in "A Non-Aristotelian System and its Necessity for Rigour in Mathematics and Physics", a paper that Alfred Korzybski gave at a meeting of the American Association for the Advancement of Science

...  and then from here to Laura Riding, whole other in mind
(new window whole set tabs!    and y do recall known to me privateness pond ducks wh is in progress of stories  this is less happy to think of though still like it.  and know re rejection of poetry  but not spent time wh.  truth.    and have seen before not spent time  that her late work  book is The Telling   wh is so on point as my. 
 .. but of some int, lighter   meanwhile new to me I think,   a novel somewh re her relation while w rbt graves then w jackson who she married, his former wife breakdown  as protagonist    The Summer of '39 Miranda Seymour   of int

more serious:
 https://www4.ntu.ac.uk/laura_riding/
https://www4.ntu.ac.uk/laura_riding/books/38535gp.html    THE TELLING

The first six statements

1. There is something to be told about us for the telling of which we all wait. In our unwilling ignorance we hurry to listen to stories of old human life, new human life, fancied human life, avid of something to while away the time of unanswered curiosity. We know we are explainable, and not explained. Many of the lesser things concerning us have been told, but the greater things have not been told; and nothing can fill their place. Whatever we learn of what is not ourselves, but ours to know, being of our universal world, will likewise leave the emptiness an emptiness. Until the missing story of ourselves is told, nothing besides told can suffice us: we shall go on quietly craving it.

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nytimes.com/books/first/s/seymour-summer.html
He did it with his first shot, brought that lovely sharp-beaked predator down to lie like a ghost in the grass, and then he burst out crying, caught hold of my hand and gripped it as though he meant never to let go again.


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https://www4.ntu.ac.uk/laura_riding/books/38535gp.html


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https://macpaw.com/how-to/reduce-memory-usage-on-mac
* >>> looks helpful. read//
Ways to reduce memory usage on Mac (and free up your RAM). | macpaw |   
Sep 27, 2017  ( Updated: Mar 1, 2018 )


Activity monitor.  Memory pressure.  wh it all means.  ..   
If your graph is all but red and yellow, your Mac is really gasping for fresh memory.  /*??  "all BUT red & yellow"  ??  ???  <<< 
/maybe means if it is red and yellow.  both bad.  (wld guess red worse.)  mine yellow.  high memory pressure. 



Tip # 3. Clean up your Desktop

—CLEAN UP DESKTOP   *Thing is, your macOS was designed in a way that it treats every Desktop icon as a little active window. // !!!   huh!  //  I hope this d n also mean apps in dock.  no, right?   // 
The more icons, the heavier memory usage on Mac.  // mine are almost all text edit but still.  and some pics, not big files, pngs  old pics less high mb, grab screenshots.  wld just mean active windows = running the app Preview ?

////////// so, am clearing.   new folder   then will put in Documents.   or on own in dock:
* 20180505 FROM DESKTOP check for important notes reminders!  see comments re why clearing
*   clearing because mac os treats desktop items as active windows  : macpaw.com/how-to/reduce-memory-usage-on-mac
Tip # 3. Clean up your Desktop.    This tip always comes at the bottom of instructions and unfairly so as ** it is quite effective. ** The more icons, the heavier memory usage on Mac. So in order to release available memory resources, it’s recommended to keep your Desktop clean.  
 ** Thing is, your macOS was designed in a way that it treats every Desktop icon as a little active window. 
// !!  good to know!   even though ~ mine are mostly text edit. files small kb.  and I do not see text edit etc per activity monitor in high memory or cpu usage but still...  do have pics as well, not big  ~ png ..   and Grab screenshots.  


Tip # 6. Free up disk space if Mac is low on memory
The available space on your Mac’s drive translates into virtual memory. This comes to save you when you’ve run out of physical RAM. So now your computer relies on your hard drive space to keep your apps going.
The classic geek rule of thumb holds it that you should keep at least 20% of disk space fn your startup drive.
   keeps your Mac speedier.


But here’s a simpler solution to save your time — clean up your drive with CleanMyMac 3. The app is free to download. Many users recommend it as an excellent way to free up more space because it automatically searches for large & old files and shows everything you can safely delete. Interestingly, it finds about 74 GB of junk on an average computer.
// ok I guess never used this app, so maybe try.  shows wh can safely delete.   shows big files  probbbbably  iphoto.
had used various well maybe two disk cleaner programs, d n like…  





What else you can do to minimize memory usage on Mac


— Replace AdBlock (very memory-demanding) with a lighter extension
// oh... (but is it not saving fr running big busy ads?    ??   (maybe not)       <<<

—Keep fewer opened tabs in browser  /welll this is wh I want to have room *for* 














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