Tuesday, December 20, 2011

You're never going to be like anyone else.

http://world.std.com/~mdupree/life/09seriou.txt
Subject: LIFE: 9. "Serious Control Issues," 11/28/07
From: MDuPree@theworld.com.snip.to.reply (Micky DuPree)
Date: Thu, 31 Jan 2008 Newsgroups: rec.arts.tv

CREWS: I want to tell you something. It's not gonna be easy for you. You're never gonna be like anyone else.
NATE: Because of what happened to me?
CREWS: Yeah.
NATE: How do you know that?
CREWS: Because of what happened to me.
NATE: What happened to you?
CREWS: The same thing that happened to you.

? taken. imprisoned.
~ for myself, comforting to hear. this happened to you. now you are not going to be like anyone else. because you were taken out of your life.
and when you are returned to it, what has replaced it does not make sense.



NATE: So when do we take off?
CREWS: Oh, I don't know how to fly this thing.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

fey ~ strange, otherworldly, dying

az- Four Unposted Letters to Catherine -by Laura Riding / astonishingly original writer / 'fey'
.. a key to the thought of this astonishingly original writer.

libr jour: This is a fey, original document.

/int: 'fey' ~ wkp: a word meaning 'wild or crazy acting', often ascribed to supernatural causes and evidenced by abnormal behavior (cognate to Old Norse feigr) ~ wktnry: Middle English fey (“fated to die”) fr Old English fǣge (“doomed to die, timid”)..Old Saxon fēgi whence Dutch veeg (“doomed, near death”), whence the Icelandic feigur (“doomed to die”) .. magical, fairylike, strange, otherworldly, spellbound.
archaic: about to die. dying.

near to death, upon it.   



A fairy (also fay, fae; from faery, faerie, "realm of the fays")

Friday, October 28, 2011

American Horror Story
twop p33
-the 3rd ep (which I found fantastic).. -I love this show. I absolutely love it. It's so cracky. -I love Jessica Lange in this. She is absolutely killing it. -Wow. This episode kinda rocked. #Love everyone's theories here about the living/dead/inbtwn chars and their stories on being "stuck" at the murder house.*
hitfix re ep2 *-VisionOn: The only char that matters in a horror story is th malevolent force at work and in that respect this show has already succeeded, bcs the house & its history is the best part of the show. /y.

- - - - - - - -
lovely ish ep 3 aired 10/19. ep 4 aired 10/26.
tomorrow Sun 10/30 will air 2nd Halloween epsd = ep4.

wh happened when?

premiere ep begins w Harmons, Vivien dr appt then home finds husband in bedrm.... credits, I think, then the move.
ep2. House Invasion. 1968 opening I liked, cat's eye girls going to see The Doors. song Aquarius. girl fr Parenthood as nursing student killed.
ep3. Murder House. 1983 opening Constance shoots Moira & husband (actor fr WTrace): in epsd Moira drugging ben so he wakes up w shovel by where she is buried, Constance suggesting he cover over that spot, at end he builds a Gazebo there over moira and also Hayden who is killed by burned man Larry. this epsd also features long flashbk (Vivien on murder house tour) to 1920s Lily Rabe, as Nora, wife of dr to the stars, dr played by actor who was Alby in BigLove. then Nora visits to look at the house. liked here.
ep4. Halloween 1. 2010 opening w the most recent previous owner occupants of house, gay couple played by Z Quinto who was in heroes and Teddy Sears who maybe never seen before just looks smwh like other actors ~ eric fr tr bl (a skarsgaard) but int his face smwh rather smlr to bill fr tr bl. char names Chad Warwick and Patrick.

so, fvr so far was 1968 opening to ep2 and the Lily Rabe 1920s flashbck of ep3 wh as an episode I enjoyed quite a lot I think, so th it makes me worry to keep buffered sockshare open in safari....
and to make notes of wh liked, as did yesterday, below, all re ep 3.


American.Horror.Story.S01E03.HDTV.XviD-ASAP.avi | SockShare [ http://www.sockshare.com/file/D7E86DE93E5CB429# ]

/ ~29min j lange: "see, th previous owners soaked this ground in pesticides. with soil this toxic the best you can do is cover it up. I see a brick patio, w a gazebo, under the shade of this pepper tree. tall glass of long island ice tea in your hand, while reclining on a chez lounge. oh, the sweet hum of cicadas in your ears. heaven! sheer heaven."

/denis o'hare ~ < 29 min "I need it. "I need headshots!" :)

/~ < 32min wife Nora of first owner 1920s doctor (extended flashback in mid of epsd, 10minish before this) comes to look at house. love her admiring the chandeliers and glass inspired by butterflies, matches blue of eyes. then disturbed by kitchen: "oh, I'd have to get rid of that machine." good actress. seemed fmlr but prob not s m. had seen her prob only on Boston Legal as trial witness girlfr of victim ~. Lily Rabe. name so fmlr. goes w how 20s she looks (here but also seen elsewh?)


m enjoyable this epsd. Lily Rabe. Denis O'Hare. Jessica Lange.

young maid Moira:
twop p28 http://forums.televisionwithoutpity.com/index.php?showtopic=3207524&st=405
"I know you drugged me!"
"Prove it." over shldr as going up stairs.
Love the way both Moiras are playing their part. So excellent.
// so offhand slow saucy careless~ daisy of gatsby 'hate careless ppl takes two to make an accident.' can't be bothered.

kate mara (fmlr to me mainly as nip/tuck first season girlfr of matt) "I'm not a whore Ben, I matter."
denis o'hare re calling cops "I just don't see that going well for you ben."
then as he digs grave, finding moira's maid uniform lace, holding it. song playing reminds me of sia breathe (maybe voice similar or maybe vague smlr use to haunting effect in tv show) "I saw you leaving."
~ "And so they say for everything a reason. for every ending, a new beginning. and so they say baby you will be .. brought back to me. I saw you leaving. and so they say love for everything a reason. my house is home. come back to me"

Carina Round For Everything A Reason http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3zY2fcjLVw

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Matt Stoller: The Anti-Politics of #OccupyWallStreet | naked capitalism | thursday 6 Oct 2011:
What do the people at #OccupyWallStreet actually want? What are their demands? For many people, this is THE question. So let me answer it.

What they want is to do exactly what they are doing. They want to occupy Wall Street. They have built a campsite full of life, where power is exercised according to their voices. It’s a small space, it’s a relatively modest group of people at any one time, and the resources they command are few. But they are practicing the politics of place, the politics of building a truly public space.

The general assemblies are the consensus-oriented group conversations at the heart of the occupations, where repeating the speaking of others is the painstaking way th the group comes to make decisions. I spoke with a very experienced older DC hand who told me that he hasn’t been because he doesn’t have the patience of the young.

I have been through a few general assemblies now, and they are remarkable because the point of the {form of th} assembly is to put listening at {th ctr} of decision-making.
There’s no electronic amplification allowed in Zuccotti Square [privately owned, publicly accessible park in financial district, lower Manhattan]. So the organizers have figured out an organic microphone system. A speaker says a half a sentence, everyone in earshot repeats, until the whole park can hear that half a sentence. Then the speaker says another half a sentence. People use hand signals to indicate approval, disapproval, get a move on, or various forms of objections and clarifications.

Frustrating, then refreshing. I felt completely included as part of a community forum even though I had not been a speaker. that's wh mary britting told becky & me, that everyone there few hundred was involved cld not be having separate conversations on fringes. What I realized is that the act of listening, embedded in the active reflecting of what the speaker was saying, created a far richer conversational space.
There is nothing so euphoric in a community sense as truly feeling heard.
Not a democracy in the sense of voting, but a democracy in the sense of truly respecting the humanity of everyone in the forum. It took work. It took patience. It created a communal sense of power, the power that comes from the trust and love of other people.

At the forum {assembly (one that he attended)}, two fairly simple decisions were made. One, a nurse’s union endorsed #OccupyWallStreet, and pledged some food and offered nurses to train some of the protesters on first aid. The group accepted this endorsement. Two, some drag queens endorsed the protest, and offered food. They also said they would perform the next day. The group accepted this endorsement. That was it. These groups figured out ways they wanted to help, and did so.

To all those trying to figure out how to engage, here’s my advice. If you want to “help” #OccupyWallStreet, in New York or any place around the country, think about what you can bring to a public space to make it more lively, interesting, or helpful.
On a basic level, just bring yourself. If you are a cook, cook food and bring it. If you are a lawyer, offer free legal help. If you’re an artist, make art. If you’re Joe Stiglitz, go by and host a brief teach-in (as he actually did). If you can publish, make a newspaper.
One idea is to bring a laptop with internet access, and open it to the spiffy complaint page of the new Consumer Financial Protection Bureau. Put up a sign called “Complain About Your Bank” above the laptop, and show people how to use it. That’s useful. That shows people how to interact with their government and take action to empower themselves against banks.
Make the space better, and then enjoy what you’ve made.

Or, if you want to fight politically, fight for the right to this public space. Advocate for keeping parks open.

It is going to be an interesting to watch how the organizations that are working, either formally or informally, on Obama’s reelection campaign, {may} work first to praise and then to co-opt these protest campsites.

Many liberal groups want to “help” by offering a more mainstream version, by explaining it to the press, by cheering how great the occupation is while carefully ensuring that wiser and more experienced hands eventually take over. These impulses are guiding by the received assumptions about how power works in modern America. Power must flow through narrow media channels, it must be packaged and financed by corporations, unions, or foundations, it must be turned into revenue flows that can then be securitized. It must *scale* so leaders can channel it efficiently into the preset creek bed of modern capitalism. True public spaces like this one are mysteries to these groups: left, right, center in America are used to shopping mall politics.

#OccupyWallStreet is not a media object or a march. It is first and foremost a church of dissent, a space made sacred by a community. But like Medieval churches, it is also now the physical center of that community. It has become many things. {protest campsite.} public square. place to get news. daycare center. health care center. performance space. concert venue. carnival. library. school.

The general assembly, their main organizational & power-distribution mechanism, is organized around ensuring equality of voice.

The premise of their politics is that #OccupyWallStreet isn’t designed to fit into your TV or newspaper. Nothing human really is, which is why our politics is so deformed. well tv or newspapers can be reports of wh happens, rt? deformity is in the 'they' the well worn coins, slogans jingles. ok~ the designing to fit. the presentation. commodify your dissent.
It’s why they don’t want to be “on message.”
liveliness, art, fun, humanity.
transnational, leftist, vs oppression (as bound up w economics, race, gender).

The first speech I heard at #OccupyWallStreet during soapbox time was a fairly explicit rejection of the notion of an American dream. Many people {some ppl at #Occupy} draw their inspiration from Tahrir Square [major public town square in downtown Cairo, widely known after the Egyptian Revolution of 1919as Tahrir ('Liberation') Square and officially renamed after the Egyptian Revolution of 1952, when Egypt changed fr a constitutional monarchy into a republic. The square was a focal point for the Egyptian Revolution of 2011].

-Middle Seaman: We are used to a political paradigm that requires clear leadership, foot soldiers, and an agenda of some short. The non-violent heroes of the past Gandhi and Martin Luther King had an obvious agenda and foot soldiers. The Arab spring is actually not a great example for Occupy, because in countries where a non-violent uprising started, there was a clear dictator and the uprising always included groups with distinct political agendas contrary to the uprising itself.
Occupy seems to me an American made non-violent movement based on a modified King civil right movement. The core agenda is actually clear though it is not written anywhere. {We are the} 99 means, we the people are against the %1 oligarchy. We are against the corruption of our political system; look we built a totally new system that has nothing to do with you and yours.
Occupy is now {expanded into} a Western World movement; I could {not} be more happy and more proud of the young people.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

sitcomedy

TunedIn JmsP post re Happy Endings reliably funny now, having like Cougar Town dropped premise to be: Here is a group of people who will be funny every week. /mm community = comedy The Morning After: New Beginning for Endings - Tuned In - TIME.com [dlcs'd]
Also mentioned Happy Endings in connection w New Girl (Fox) bcs Damon Wayans was in the pilot for that but had to be written out when HappyEndings (ABC) was renewed bcs he stars in that. The Morning After: Who’s That Guy? It’s– - Tuned In - TIME.com
Wayans int bcs b ~ 1960 so 20yrsish older than costars in both shows? also news to me that Elisha Cuthbert from 24 in HappyEndings, huh. and set in Chgo. but, saw bit tonite, d n appeal.

but now on mind, why *were* there so many of these relationship sitcoms all at once? d n pay attn except th in Febr prob read sth re debuts of Traffic Light and Mad Love, bcs was aware of those. the latter seemed eh. the former seemed not so bad and saw praise fr someone I think tim goodman. in cnnxn w those prob saw mention of PerfectCouples. knew there was some kind of phenomenon ~ bcs of Modern Family being successful, that was why?
yes, all midseason Jan then Feb and Feb, with HappyEndings later in April. on each of big four networks.

just dlcs pgmrkd wkp HappyEndings and took notes:
#HappyEndings ABC Apr-Aug11. renewed in May for 2nd seasn. th series was initially negatively compared w several similar "relationshp sitcoms" that premiered earlier in th season:
#PerfectCouples NBC Jan-Apr11 officially cancelled in May. re three couples, cast incl Mary Eliz Ellis (w long blond hair as saw on her in guest appearance last nite on New Girl, d n know where so fmlr fr: Always Sunny) and #FriendswBenefits NBC; delayed til airedAug-Sept. incl'd RyanHansen of vm.
#MadLove CBS Feb-May2011. NY 30sths Jason Biggs, Sarah Chalke, Judy Greer, Tyler Labine. two meet fall in love, their friends skeptical. chars in bar at end ea epsd. /saw bit, eh./ #TrafficLight FOX Feb-May2011. Tues 9:30 pm replacemnt RunningWilde, followd RaisingHope /thrf I saw a bit. seemed not bad, maybe better th bit saw tonite of HappyEnds. & tim goodman I think also said not bad, maybe I saw th on his power rankings.


then ggl Perfect Couples, Mad Love, Traffic Light - Google Search >> hits:

[ reeltv.sidereel.com four disturbingly similar midseason relationship comedies. Learn how to tell the difference btw Perfect Couples, Mad Love, Traffic Light, and Happy Endings ]

TV review: Perfect Couples; Happy Endings | Television & radio | The Guardian Sep 8, 2011 –
-Having seen all 13 episodes of Happy Endings it improves after the first three or four episodes, which are concerned with the relationship between Dave and Alex. Once they establish the group dynamic it starts to become worth watching. Eliza Coupe was great in seasons 8 and 9 of Scrubs, and Damon Wayans Jr has the comedy timing of his father (though not his uncles), and Elisha Cuthbert is reasonably good at comedy (which she showed a little of in Old School). Casey Wilson was once on SNL, so she has good comic timing. And unlike Perfect Couples, Mad Love, Traffic Light and Friends with Benefits (the TV series not the film) it has a second season.
In the US Happy Endings was broadcast out of order, E4 should stick to the production order if they want to get an audience.
-Yes, Happy Endings improves markedly even by the second episode and even more so as the season progresses. Worth a second look for anyone on the fence. Perfect Couples is god-awful, though.
-Happy Endings gets better as it goes on. It's no Arrested Development, but nothing is. The best comedies on TV right now are Community and It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia.

--> Why I liked Happy Endings More than Perfect Couples, Mad Love & Traffic Light: April 13, 2011 bigtvfan.wordpress.com...

--> Why Do All The Networks Have New Romantic Comedies ... xfinitytv.comcast.net.. Jan 26, 2011 –
So why the trend? “Comedy started to get harder, mean and more cynical and the natural blow back from that is romantic comedies, says “Mad Love” show runner Matt Tarses. “There was and is a lot of workplace comedies and family comedies, but no romantic comedies and I think we all saw that.” Jon Pollack, show runner of “Perfect Couples,” says that the success of ABC’s “Modern Family” opened the door to this new wave of rom-coms. “‘Modern Family’ is very relationship-oriented, though focused on family, so there was space for relationship-oriented shows focused on couples.”

... Though the four new shows in question – “Mad Love,” “Happy Endings,” “Perfect Couples,” and “Traffic Light,” might share a genre, they are all vastly {c'mon} different. Let's break em down.


100 Currently Airing Television Shows Better than "Perfect Couples"
Feb 28, 2011 –
www.pajiba.com ... By Dustin Rowles | Posted Under TV Reviews
On Friday mornings, I compile a list of what I think are the ten (or so) best one-liners from the NBC Thursday night comedies, along with frivolous grades for each show. I do this mostly to provide a space for folks to talk about the Thursday night shows, to mull over the best quotes, and maybe offer up their own favorite one-liners.However, recently, I stopped including both “Outsourced” and “Perfect Couples” for one very simple reason: They are terrible fucking shows. “Outsourced” could occasionally be tolerable, but now that it’s last on the Thursday night schedule, I feel no remorse in turning off the television at 10:30 and finding something more productive to do with my time, like play in traffic. :) Nevertheless, each week since I began excluding “Perfect Couples,” there have been comments asking why, suggesting that’s it’s not that bad, and a recent comment that stated, “At least it’s better than 90 percent of the crap on TV right now.” No, it’s not.
I started compiling a list of the shows I’d watch before I’d watch another episode of “Perfect Couples.” Many of the shows on this list are bad, but none of the 100 below are worse than “Perfect Couples,” which means — by my calculation — that there has to be 1000 shows currently airing on television for “Perfect Couples” to hit the 10 percent cut-off, even assuming that it would be 101st on the list below.
We bitch and complain about our lack of television viewing options, but if you look closer, there’s plenty to watch out there, and probably 20 really solid hours of television entertainment each week, which is more than enough for most people to avoid “Perfect Couples.”
Below are 100 shows currently airing that I’d watch before “Perfect Couples.” Some of them aren’t currently on the weekly schedule, but they are ongoing, which means you could spend the time during “Perfect Couples” catching up on them on DVD, Netflix, Hulu, or the network websites. Or you could {do nothing}. Either way, if you’re not watching “Perfect Couples,” you come out ahead.

hmm this site & rvwr new to me. also by Dustin Rowles:

All Those Network TV Shows that You Barely Know Exist? Yeah, Those are the Most Popular Ones Y'all want to know what the Top 20 Shows in Primetime were last week, the second full week of the premiere season? Here they are. There’s exactly one show
{prob Modern Family} actually worth watching among the top 20 (three if you count football and the football pregame).

and bringing it back to where my int started
:

The 10 Best Television Episodes of the Week: "What? Oh Now a Brother Can't Twirl?" -by Dustin Rowles | Pajiba .#7 “Happy Endings”: Damon Wayans, Jr. is the best thing in sitcoms this side of Troy Barnes {Community} and Ron Swanson {Parks&Rec}. Is there a “Fuck Yeah! Brad Williams” tumblr yet?

Friday, September 30, 2011

may drown in still

Kern River (writ by Merle Haggard) - Tabs, Chords, Lyrics | cowboylyrics

     D                      A
I'll never swim Kern River again.
A
It was there that I met her.
A E E7
It was there that I lost my best friend.
D
And now I live in the mountains.
C#m
I drifted up here with the wind.
A
And I may drown in still water,
E A
But I'll never swim Kern River again.

A
I grew up in an oil town,
D A
But my gusher never came in.
A
And the river was a boundary
A E (E7) E9
Where my darlin' and I used to swim.

A
There's the South San Joaquin,
D A
Where the seeds of the dust bowl are found.
A
And there's a place called Mount Whitney
A E (E7) E9
From where the mighty Kern River comes down.
A
Well, it's not deep nor wide,
A D A
But it's a mean piece of water my friend.
A
And I may cross on the highway,
E A
But I'll never swim Kern River again.

Second Hand Songs - Recording: Kern River - Dave Alvin
On audio album Tulare Dust - A Songwriters Tribute to Merle Haggard (1994)
{ Merle Haggard 1985; Dave Alvin 1994; Jon Wilcox 2002 }

ytube: MERLE HAGGARD - Kern River (embedding disabled; d n find vid of dave alvin covering)



tuned in today, got lucky, rpj sitting in for squirrel shape I'm in. so playing all the 'altv ctry' I like.

also:


All things that are alive are brothers in the soil, and in the sky. .. And the answers don't seen easy, and I'm wondering if they could be. (townes van zandt High Low and Inbetween his songs to me always the most sad * him: "I wouldn't say sad. more: hopeless.")

and
That's How Strong My Love Is performed by Buddy Miller August 19, 1997

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Thursday, September 22, 2011

how bleak everything

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by Durham » Sun Jun 12, 2011 4:19 pm
-Slim Charles Dickens
__________________________________________________________________
Jugdish wrote:
for a while i was using a cardboard box as a bed but it just didnt seem real enough. i had dreams but they weren't about how bleak everthing is.


*here this appears as poster Durham's signature I think. not a reply to the specific forum. appear every time the person posts, do you want us to read that every every time over and over ? anyway I do like that. cardboard box as bed not real enough I had dreams but they were not about how bleak
ggl d n immed turn up orig jugdish cmmt just a forum w many cmmts fr Durham:


Board index - Free-for-all -- -- I just met the most uncountable serf

and what is this board, this website? hipinion
dlcs-Others : Saved 41 times, first on 28 Mar 06.
-cool forum about music -hipster crap


ps re McNulty (glibly) -it signifies his transition from chaotic neutral to neutral good
ggl to, seen before, of int: Character Alignment - Television Tropes & Idioms
The original editions of Dungeons and Dragons drew on the works of Poul Anderson and Michael Moorcock to come up with three alignments: Lawful [or not], Neutral [btw Good/Evil], Chaotic [or not]. Neutrality alternatively represents neither one (as was the case with animals and people who simply didn't care) or a desire to see "balance" between the two. Later editions kept this as the "ethical" axis of the alignment scale and added a second "moral" axis of Good, Neutral, and Evil.
I like tvtropes diagram of wh comes down to moral |||| ethical
nice person | not nice person |||| plays by rules | d n play by rules

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Try and stay, though, inside. See how long you can.

"That in any true life you must go and be exposed outside the small circle that encompasses two or three heads in the same history of love. Try and stay, though, inside. See how long you can."

//seen today as epigr in hardcvr novel recentish, among used bks outsd acapella bks. //

INSIDE. inside of sth, with you, or you and you. dyad tryad family. circle same history of love. through time bound loving.
~ an experiment. sad, not so sad as an experiment: you can't, but see how long you can. you can't but try. see.

found
this bit quoted this az rvw and also
"Everyone tries to create a world he can live in, and what he can't use he often can't see. /hmm, y/ But the real world is already created /y/, and if your fabrication doesn't correspond, then even if you feel noble and insist on there being something better than what people call reality, that better something needn't try to exceed what, in its actuality, since we know so little, may be very surprising. If a happy state of things, surprising; if miserable or tragic, no worse than what we invent." int, bcs: needn't. we so little know anyway wh actuality the really already created world. (not sure if I underst.)


nice bellow th y lived thirty yrs midway mngmt steve says longest resident 5704 where I for ten yrs wh long for me but how long if over if not now. and janice was nice on th phone about a bk gift, wh? I said I'd wait and send it or sth re customs maybe it was to Canada maybe she was in Maine, she was nice. in ravelstein re the cloisters and the parrots who I saw not there 58th but north at 52nd pancake house in the trees.

Chicago poolroom upbringing
~ "when you are not sent before Eli to start service in the temple, nor set on a horse by your weeping sisters to go study Greek in Bogotá, but land in a poolroom-- what can that lead to of the highest? Friends, brethren, there is no brief to say where it leads."

Augie March in fact this edtn Penguin 20th C Classic b&w photo more mostly the pale green spine backcvr. given chosen for me when first left politicsprose 1996 by seth worked back rm.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

drift rift river sediment bottomland homeland

shale

Monday, September 19, 2011

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this 'I'll have to be the one I tell.' so tell.
love, would want to tell you everything. what everything would be? what is everything I would tell you? here is my H paper, here is my suitcase of kingston road, including this green circular tupperware (something even I don't know what to call it, it's not the words, it's a thing even to me that is a thing it is!) here dlww. mdlww.
abandoned hope easier to live without it. that's a finnish novel at the beginning.
calasso flip of the cloak logic was just. hidden ness magic. you get close to insanity. see the halo, that's gkc. self swansea leslie scalapino. dionysus the river one day rises up floods evth, calasso to me.
til river, purpose goal if not telos teleology you what? toward? like wide water nothing fr wh to take a bearing. toward? ask anne.
bar trivia all I have is word association. filburt hazelnut. dead man jim jarmusch. /not information.
not writing for full sentences. freely associating to what end? to tell you, like a secret. a mystery someone trying to find out actively learn answer understand. am the mystery what am. not, 'knowing each other too well to think there are any important secrets" which is like the far end from insanity. the What happened Abe I guess I just got bored and then it was such a long way back. the mind's no mountains. no cliffs sheer fall hold cheap may those who ne'er.

can we go in it? we can. and will we say this is Chattanooga for us.
2011 summer tele-v was Sunday night Breaking Bad serious and then True Blood fun~ breezy sexy blur. "like always" jacob twop. Tuesday PLL also fun breezy. also jacob. and bit of Weeds, aired Mondays, to watch whenever.

endSept now only BkB, really. last three epsds: 25 Sept, 2 Oct, 9 Oct. ...

Parenthood sth else. of this world. good. good for watching with. but reading about it not int, ppl disliking the chars, judging their actions. ~ bcs of their world? not thoughtful.

also the comedies come on Raising Hope, maybe Suburgatory, rg mk comedy community Community.

Ringer (CW) a bit of fun. Revenge (ABC) may be also. ~~ like those MNTV telenovelas. Fashion House. is th one I watched for a bit: w Bo Derek. and Morgan Fairchild. soapy fun.

... 2 Oct starts up some tele-v int. Showtime. Dexter thrill fun and Homeland v good Claire Danes and esp bcs Damian Lewis. am now haunted by premiere. finding haunting.

then 5 Oct will check out AmerHorrStory. eh to DylanMcD but do like Connie Britton and the someone else of int is Denis O'Hare who I seriously like, fr Tr Bl last summer.

_ and on AMC after Bkb, follwing Sunday 16Oct Walking Dead. will be some fun to watch, read. 6 Nov will add airing after it Hell on Wheels.

_________
mainly then, it is Homeland.

it is tight panic down the birth canal / to carry on

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

problems w Safari

#dn warn closing mult tabs
& -no reopen recently closed tabs

#dn manage bkrmks well:
-no descrip field; also no tags.
-no sorting (!) by name or address.
*cannot find any discussions re 'BOOKMARKS' in sidebar th are neither bkmrk menu nor bkmrk toolbar. weird. no conception of these? (does Apple not know those BOOKMARKS are over there?)ok
~also am having v irritating problem cannot drag indiv bkrmks or folders. have been able to sometimes. but this is not the first time I can't. at lst happened yesterday too. also cannot drag icons to customize toolbar. v irritating. but perhaps a result of sth I did, my highish risk behavior visiting iffy streaming sites. …see if works next time restart Safari. // ok, yes. it works *until* I drag a folder from among those sidebar BOOKMARKS. which it allows, that one drag. then no more. no dragging *any* bkrmks, nor icons from the customize toolbar dialog. so, it screws up Safari that I try to move a folder from that sidebar. maybe not meant to have folders there. yup. if just indiv bkmrks there, can drag around, no problem. but not folders. which is dumb. bcs if I have a bkmrks that I do not want to see on my toolbar or my menu (wh access fr command line or whatever call it at top of screen), so as to preserve from overflow, then am going to have most bkmrks there just in that sidebar, and am going to want to organize in folders. but no one is even talking about that *there*, the sidebar, so it's as if there's no there there.
it's like where bkrmks that are not anywhere go. like the Unsorted Bkmrks in Frfx. but those make sense bcs that is the default when you add a bkrmk without specifying, ie when you just click the star, you have no added that bkmrk to the Unsorted Bkmrks.
in Safari when add a bkmrk you can't select that BOOKMARKS, and I do not know of a way to add a bkrmk without selecting ~ goes to default, wh is toolbar, dumb. I only noticed sidebar BOOKMARKS bcs D has bkrmks there, not in the menu (where S has inverness and I put weather etc). but how did he come to put those there? wld have to drag over there right? hmm is there some shortcut that does default to there?

#also, problem w Mac OS: cannot singly delete items from trash. that's bananas!

#oh and Safari does not block cookies ie 'website data' even if have selected Privacy > Preferences > ALWAYS block. !!! still accrues. this seems incredible!


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cut & pasted from Safari 9/6/11



Reopen Closed Tabs in Safari 5 [mine=5.1]: | macobsrvr / Edit: Undo Close Tab /works only for last tab closed /see re plugin: GLIMS

offline mode in Safari | SuperUser /for offline viewing File > Save As .."Web Archive" / starting love Safari sorry Frfx

Bkmrks hover need show URL in status bar/bubble/tooltip - Safari 3: FAIL | code.ggl/chromium - issue 5246


*bad// HT Manage Safari Bookmarks Efficiently | Cult of Mac /d n find anyth re those Bkmrks that show in library sidebar, ie are neither in bar nor menu // Safari bkmrk handling is poor! (or am I missing sth?) -d n show if site already bkmrkd (like th star on Frfx) -no descrip field -cannot resort by name or address (and no tags either?) // AND I keep being unable to drag to move (though stimes have). this also true of trying drag icon to customize toolbar, so maybe is a problem w my Safari not specific to bkmrks?!

Apple - Safari - Learn about the features available in Safari # BOOKMARKS

*bad// I cannot customize safari toolbar: Apple Support Communities /no replies yet. me, cannot drag within bkrmks or from customize toolbar. maybe a result of sth I did, an iffy webpage ~ (I have prvsly stimes been able to drag, stimes not)

*bad. terrible!// Safari will NOT block cookies, ever: Apple Support Communities | Aug11 -This is true. The "block cookies always" setting in the Privacy tab is not 100% effective (evidently Apple programmers have their own definition of "always"). Make your next computer a PC that runs Linux.


*bad! re Mac OS// Deleting selected items from Trash - MacRumors Forums | 2006/2009 | -the rational solution [is to be able to] perform a deletion on an individual basis. //that's bizarre th you cannot. and the defenders seem to be saying you shld consider evth in the trash ALREADY deleted. ~ but the analogy wld be, emptying the trash = taking it out (for collection > dump). and you wld want to do that periodically so as to have less in your house!

Monday, September 5, 2011

have recently had several moments of not knowing why a website acting strangely: I login and nothing happens. it does not say my login is wrong, but I am not signed in now.
then I remember. this is because I set my Firefox > Preferences to NOT allow cookies except from sites I specify:
Firefox > Preference - Privacy: [UNCHECKED] Accept cookies from sites
- Exceptions = ALLOW specified sites, where I list those I use regularly = blogger, dlcs, gmail.
thedayislikewidewater.blogspot.com *have to add each of my private blogspots individually or it will not redirect! happened yesterday when went to export my blogs, tried to view Owliver got 503 error, thought maybe a problem bcs not logged in for so long, maybe format of blog needed to be updated and too much time now passed. then happened again w Fromnotebooks, realized and added those and also mdlww to cookies Exceptions.
also had to add Evernote, after good while of confusion about whether their site was wack, no online version of my account. then duh need to allow cookies.
also Pinboard.
this will probably happen again. but for now, I do like allowing only cookies from site I say...

Friday, August 26, 2011

The Louis CK Talking To Dane Cook Scene

The Louis CK Talking To Dane Cook Scene Is Genuinely Important | Videogum -
On last night’s episode of Louie, it’s Louie’s daughter’s birthday, so he gives her tickets to some make-believe bubble gum pop star’s concert, but it turns out his daughter prefers Lady Gaga. So Louie talks to his agent (played perfectly by a 9-year-old) to see if there’s a way to get tickets to see Lady Gaga, but the only comedian who shares her promotion company is Dane Cook. Wanting so badly to please his daughter, Louie goes to Madison Square Garden (or whatever) and visits him backstage. good sum. And what follows is the scene that I have posted after the jump, and it is amazing. (You almost certainly know the history behind this scene, but Dane Cook has very famously been accused of stealing Louis C.K.’s material.) First of all, it’s just a very good scene. It’s funny and well done and it makes for a good TV show. Second of all, it is important. For real. Not only is this one of the more interesting things to happen on television in a long time, but it has important things to say about the way that we lead our lives that people do not really talk about very much even just in the world much less on tv. Let’s watch the scene (again) and then let us unpack it, yes? Sure!
[videogum-hosted vid clip here] I watched full epsd megavid LouieS02e07 Oh Louie / Tickets love the expression of the kid agent at 10:25 min in; whole epsd v good; scene under discussn begins ~ 13:00 Louis & Dane conversation --------
Man. OK, so, first of all, congratulations to everyone involved on this. I am not a Dane Cook fan personally but he gets Big Points for this. Yes, it allows him to tell his side of the story, which he has never really done before (unless he did it on Marc Maron’s podcast or something, but that episode was before my time and I do not pay for podcasts, no offense podcasts none taken :) enjoyed that before watching the show, as a direct address *to*: podcasts, then watched & realized was reference (probably! right?) to th show in wh Louie says to Bob Saget on set of sitcom that he shld not be there playing the best friend bcs Louie wld not hang out with this guy no offense Saget "none taken") and he comes off looking much better for it yes, but somehow the scene is impressively generous to BOTH of these dudes. The scene does not play out at anyone else’s expense. It really is as open and honest of a thing as scripted television can be.
This is a scene about forgiveness, acceptance, self-examination, fatherhood, fame, courage, honesty, and mortality. That’s a lot! Those are REALLY important things! What this scene says, at least I think, is that no matter what other people do in life, you need to be responsible for your own behavior. There are people in this world who are victims of terrible crimes, that is not what we are talking about here. This is about confronting and acknowledging the thousand cuts slights that we are constantly exchanging. As often as not, our reaction to being injured is to injure others, and that is a losing scenario for everyone involved.
Of course, what makes this scene even more interesting is a momentary consideration of the history leading up to it. Not just the “Dane Cook is a joke thief” thing, but the fact that is ultimately ancient herstory at this point, and that Louis C.K. continued to press on and do his job, and he now has a successful television show and sells out Carnegie Hall. He is, by all accounts, hugely successful in his own right. This doesn’t diminish what Dane may or may not have done (and I think the itchy asshole moment in this scene is one of the better descriptions of the ways in which sometimes people do just get the same ideas about things because no duh) but it does suggest that at the end of the day everyone needs to just keep going, and if you wallow in self-pity or you focus on negative things that might slow you down you will never get to confront your own Dane Cook on your own FX show. You know what I mean.

UPDATE: I just had a discussion w a friend of mine who disagreed w me on pretty m all pnts about this scene, & that is totally reasonable & he had a lot of good things to say in defense of his position, but one of his main grievances besides evth I said / :) / was w my use of th word “important” & I do think that our discussn helped clarify for me a little wh I mean by th, bcs in a lot of ways it is clearly th least “important” thing th has ever happened. / :) / I guess wh I mean is that, for me, this scene was interesting and meaningful, and that seems like a huge accomplishmnt considering th we are talking about a sitcom. dealing w very niche subject matter. And so the way that this scene is “important” is as an example of wh is poss in creating resonance within th context of television, or comedy, or narrative, or art, or what have you. More things shld be like that. I don’t know, I just felt like adding this clarificatn. Donate to children living in war-torn Sudan here.

-lakonislate: Communication. Actually saying things you mean out loud and accepting that it might make you uncomfortable. That’s what I think makes this scene important.
Although of course anything most of us say ever can easily be trivialized by insinuating they’re White People Problems, or something like that (I’m looking at you, Gabe’s friend).

-re: the UPDATE… TV is a mass communication media, and, It’s ridiculous to imply that nothing it does is important unless it directly feeds starving kids or ends war. TV comedy, e.g., Stephen Colbert, affects things like society and politics, which affects the world. Daily starvation and killing are themselves just collateral damage of these larger forces. How we tell our stories is who we are.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

rg:

ppl who believe what I am about to tell you believe the following :)

{ what is believed by ppl who believe in barefoot running }

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

reactions to the story, taken seriously as a world one can look around inside of.

[m gmail 4/15/09]

Thursday, July 28, 2011

PLL 2-5 twopj recap 15pgs televisionwithoutpity.com/show/pretty_little_liars/surface_tension
p1 One thing for sure: If they get too quiet and unstirred-up, A is going to get bored and come after them so they will run around and wreck shop like usual. One might think that the amazing fashion show debacle might have calmed A down, but if one thought that, one would be ignoring how part of A's whole wonderful thing is how she is totally haphazard and insane.
Liar: "This isn't just about making us look bad anymore, is it?" Liar: "No. It's about how A and the Killer are the same person." Liar: "For sure?" Liar: "Um, no. Have you not seen this show before?"


[MONTGOMERY HOUSEHOLD]
p2 Aria: "Which of these age-inappropriate outfits should I wear to your house party of grown-up intellectuals? Keep in mind that my delusions of precocity will put me front and center for any conversation you attempt to have."
Ella: "You look great in everything, because you're so gorgeous. Which is saying a lot, because you normally dress like something from The Dark Crystal."
True, true and true.


p3-4 Mike has on his desk a rearview mirror, through which this conversation takes place. It has been altered to say PARENTS In The Mirror Are Closer Than They Appear. Byron: "Mike, you have to come to this total drag of a party, okay?" Mike: "I'm going to be stealing mortar shells and napalm from area survivalists for when I blow up the school, but thanks for the invite."

{{ forum p277 -Houddy: Mike: I wanted a gun but all I found was this crappy candle holder. Aria: OMG you got this from Garrett's place?
Mike: Yeah, wanted a real big gun, with lots of bullets. Aria: But really, you must mean Jenna's house.
Mike: At least three bullets. One named Dad, one named Mom and one named Aria. Aria: Jenna made this, so you must have gotten it from her house.
Mike: Then I'll blow up the whole town. Aria: But if you got it from Garrett's...OMG, Jenna and Garrett are up to something. }}

Theories on Mirror Thing: Maybe it's heartwarming, and Byron loves Mike more than it seems like right now. Maybe it's foreshadowing how Ella and Ashley are getting closer to intuiting the existence of A, and thus in terrible danger. Maybe it symbolizes that Mike is going to kill everybody in Rosewood and then drive away from their smoking corpses while blaring the Cardigans' "The Boys Are Back In Town."

MAYBE ALL OF THE ABOVE


p5 SNAPSHOT: LIFE WITH HANNA
Hanna: "WHERE ARE MY KEYS I LOST MY PHONE PHONE" Emily: "Could you stop screaming for one second and let me do homework? It's really hard because I'm being slowly poisoned to death." Hanna: "DJ TURN IT UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP UP" Emily: "Bitch I need you to chill down. You've been doing homework wrong this whole time." Hanna: "BOYS WHO DO GIRLS LIKE THEY'RE BOYS THAT LIKE GIRLS WHO LIKE BOYS THAT ARE GIRLS WHO DO GIRLS LIKE THEY'RE BOYS"
{ p1 recaplet: Hanna has no idea how much she's getting on Emily's nerves just by being herself -- dancing while homeworking, singing while thinking -- so she's mostly cool, but man Emily gets annoyed fast at her new, non-Pam environment. }


p7 BARNYARD OF DOOM
Spencer's Dad: (Jumps out of the woods, startling Toby.) Toby: "Hey, I just found this buried piece of a hockey stick covered in blood, isn't that interesting?" Peter: "No, it's not interesting." Toby: "But it says HASTINGS on it. Like how your last name is also that." Peter: "I didn't give you permission to read the murder weapons on my property, Cavanaugh. Don't make me regret giving you this job." Toby: "But a girl died in your yard, of blunt force trauma..."
p8 Spencer: "A hockey stick?" Toby: "Yeah. It was all splintered and bloody and weird, like a murder weapon, and then your dad ran off with it." Spencer: "It's a family trait. We fucking love evidence."
p13 Spencer, spotting her dad burning the hockey stick, gives him a very firm, beautifully delivered, simple "No." Dad: "Spencer, go upstairs and let me burn this murder weapon in peace. ... I'm going to level with you. However obviously this makes it look like you or Melissa murdered Alison and then forgot you did it, this is really about keeping you from going nuts on this new piece of evidence like you always do." Spencer: "You mean like I'm always right about!" Dad: "Either way, this is happening for two reasons. You are crazy, and I am spooky. Go back to bed."
She goes running up and down the stairs wailing, cuts off all her hair, puts out cigarettes on her skin, does cartwheels through traffic.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Breaking Bad » 4-1: "Box Cutter" 2011.07.17 - twop forum - p5

-Peekay:
How this show constantly one-ups itself and somehow defies such highest expectations I don't even know. There were so many masterful things about this episode (the box cutter & the body disposal scene & the Denny's & other countless things), but what struck me the most is how in this show characters never do quite what you expect, but their actions make perfect sense; there's never a single moment when they do anything out of character and yet they manage to be surprising and shocking at the same time (and this is rarely true in other shows, even great shows, so I feel like Breaking Bad is the exception here).
There were tons of speculations after season three ended as to what was going to happen in season four. Given how badass Walter was at the end of season three, you'd think he would continue on with his badassery, except he was a blabbering fool throughout the entire episode, desperately talking & talking & talking to save himself (and Jesse) when the audience can clearly see it ain't working. Whereas Jesse, who was for the most of the episode out of it with guilt, switches gears completely when Gus guts Victor in front of them. It's Walter who almost throws up at the sight, and Gus looks disdainful at that, but then he looks at Jesse, who slowly, slowly leans forward in his chair and glares right back at Gus, no flinching, no looking away, and you can clearly see Gus's estimation of Jesse turns around a 180 degree.***
That was such a meaningful scene.
And Jesse, almost cheerfully cutting through the pancakes and stating now they're all on the same page, and it's Jesse who has to explain to Walt what it all means -- if I can't kill you, you'll sure wish you were dead. It's not Walt, who killed two dealers in cold blood and did not even blink who gets it. It's Jesse, who couldn't even pull the trigger on the dealers who killed a kid, Jesse who was crying when he killed Gale, who gets that. Oh my God.
This show does this all the time, this unexpected turn of events and in characters that do make perfect sense but shocking nonetheless. When the show started out, I didn't think by the end of season two, Walt would let a young woman die for any reason if it could've been prevented, but Walt lets Jane die, and you can see how everything could lead to that. And I wouldn't have imagined Jesse would become the conscience of this Walt & Jesse partnership in season three, but he does, and when the season three ended, I didn't expect this type of reaction from Jesse after killing Gale, but it makes sense, and it breaks my heart. Aaron Paul was amazing in this episode. Everyone always is in this show, obviously, and Esposito was especially fantastic, but Aaron Paul always takes me off-guard with how incredible he is.
And yes, I agree that Victor's death was all but telegraphed once he admitted to Mike that people saw him at Gale's apartment, but who Gus killed wasn't really the focus as much as it was in how (and my goodness, and how) and its intended effect on the characters. And this show just pulls that off masterfully.
Why this show's never won an Emmy (best drama) still, I would never get. /good post. engl second lang? pleasant little tells.

***nymag.com 2011/07/ breaking_bads_giancarlo_esposito intrvw: Didn’t he also do this to send a message?
Oh, no doubt. He’s sending a message to Walt, he’s also sending a message to Jesse. As you will start to see in season four as it unfolds, Jesse is the next person he has to really get to, because Walt seems to be stumbling. [Gus] needs a guarantee. I mean, there’s no doubt that when he has an opportunity in this [episode] to take care of three birds with one stone, take care of them all. But he does need them as well; he needs probably Jesse more this had not occurred to me before reading th; and I was intrigued & unsure about what was happening as Jesse met Gus's gaze because Jesse would be the next person to cultivate. You know, Walt is having too many family problems, too many conscience issues, too many personality issues, whereas Jesse is younger and much more pliable than Walt. So I feel as if he is, without a doubt, sending a very powerful and strong message.

-Jesse is broken, certainly, but in a "nothing left to lose" way that could be very dangerous.

-eta: "Well?....Get back to work."

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

his family owns a newspaper and an opulent disco

Thursday, June 9, 2011

'This evening, all of the sudden, my phone cannot read anything on the card that I have in it. When I go to "Switch Storage Device" it says the card is unformatted, and asks if I'd like to format it. ..Is the card slot on my phone dead? Or is there something else I can try?' --

goodbye phone songs


SOS 3:23 ABBA 20th Century Masters - The Mi
Hey_Mickey_ 3:27
I Want Candy 2:45 Bow Wow Wow
Sex & Candy 2:53 Marcy Playground
Hey Ya 4:10 Outkast
Amy 4:06 Pure Prarie League
Breathe Me 4:35 Sia

freakwater - dog gone wrong
Good for Nothing 5:51 Freakwater End Time
Portland Oregon 3:49 Loretta Lynn & Jack White Van Lear Rose
Set Out Running 3:00 Neko Case Furnace Room Lullaby
A Horse In The Country 3:49 Cowboy Junkies Studio.
Come A Long Way 4:43 Michelle Shocked Arkansas Traveler
Side Of The Road (Live) 3:54 Lucinda Williams
Dog Gone Wrong 4:21 Freakwater
Van Lear Rose 3:50 Loretta Lynn
Prodigal Daughter (Cotton Eyed Joe) 6:43 Michelle Shocked

I Don't Want To Be With Me 2:11 Conway Twitty
It's Gonna Take A Little Bit Longer 2:38 Charley Pride
Long Black Veil 3:11 Lefty Frizzell Look What Thoughts Will Do
It Won't Hurt 4:00 Dwight Yoakam
This Drinkin' Will Kill Me 2:44 Dwight Yoakam
Guitars, Cadillacs 1:49 Dwight Yoakam
O.D.'d In Denver 2:40 Hank Williams Jr.
I Married Her Just Because She Looks Like You 3:14 Lyle Lovett
Old Nashville Cowboys 3:04 Hank Williams Jr.

Nobody Knows Me 3:06 Lyle Lovett
Sundays (Live) 3:27 Lucinda Williams
Sunday Mornin' Comin' Down 4:32 Kris Kristofferson
She's Already Made Up Her Mind 4:49 Lyle Lovett
She Ain't Goin' Nowhere (Live) 3:55 Guy Clark
Why She's Acting This Way (live- July '73) 5:42 Townes Van Zandt Live at the Old Quarter, Houston, TX (1977)
Greensboro Woman 2:18 Townes Van Zandt
No Lonesome Tune 4:21 Townes Van Zandt
If I Needed You 3:44 Townes Van Zandt
To Live Is To Fly 3:15 Townes Van Zandt High, Low And In Between/The Late Great Townes Van Zandt

Monday, May 30, 2011

Knees Up - twopj:

You guys spend a lot of time complaining about sequels and remakes and rehashes and reboots and covers and George Lucas. Firstly I think this comes from a place of nostalgia, which I reject out of hand because now is always better than then. And it's this impossibly glamorized and sensationalized then, which has no bearing on reality. You remember the feelings you felt, not the actual quality of the thing, which makes no sense to us. While we may all meet for a kickball game over the weekend, you're doing it as a return to a golden time, while we're in a place we never left. Nothing gets broken and nothing gets replaced. We don't really have a yearning for childhood because it's always there, accessible. You're so used to dividing things up between then and now, good and bad, childhood freedom and workaday slavery, that you think things can be lost. Or taken away, or misplaced. And to me this is just a part of the collector brain working, this privilege of the physical and analogue over the available and digital.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

they have a lot of steps at lake burton

that's how we do it
that's how we do it
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that's how we do it
that's how we do it

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Tree of Life
read cmmts + read re Days of Heaven, wh I liked v m. "where y fr?" "chicaga"

..read/watch other t malick: badlands, thin red line, new world


..watch Jessica Chastain:
Take Shelter (fothercoming; t malick recommended Chastain to 'the younger director')

Stolen lives 2009 /mm this is good ..ok maybe not in th end. maybe the presnt day jn hmm unint. but if th just a frame, the storyline is 1958 --- that story very compelling.
pervasive sense mystery, in the resonant beats, in th story even quite apart from the crime: what had happened that Pearl sad after John born, was Aunt Cora her sister and why did her husband Jonas think that Matthew shld not have married her and why is it he says ~ first two boys Mark & Luke have her blood not his ~? then, into the action of it, felt as if others conspired ~ Rose seemed to look off to the side after tryst, as if to see, was that enough time, did he get the boy? (as if in on it w Diploma.) and the police officer and strange Mike the bartender who did not want to get into trouble about a kid in the bar or Rose in the bar without her possessive husband (who Jonas to me prefigured: unexpectedly difficult men).
I do not think any of this was them conspiring, rather: the feeling of that, suspicion due everywhere, an unsafe world.
and mystery, haunting, open questions simply in the movement in time, the displacement into th past. so that we hear 'talk to the Swede' and we put it together, oh Billy Burns's son said there was a Swede, that's the one worker he remembered. each connection, just of this person in the present time here is this person from back then in 1958 (Edvina, the young daughter of Cora & Jonas; then Luke, Mtthw's middle son; and only finally diploma b roggiani) feels like finding out, uncovering *disclosing unconcealmnt*, a clue that resolves.
}}} a mystery is so appealling bcs someone is lkg for sth, actively. ~trying to understand sth. ..bcs sth is being understood. }
story


....read/watch Undertow. known of fr Dvd Grdn Green (/Terrence Malick who he admires, and workd with? on?); esp int bcs --like Stolen-- stars J Lucas. like th guy. b Little Rock, Ark.


and, 3:10 to Yuma.

recall: The assassinatn of jesse james by th coward rbt ford. casey affleck. gaze.
/bostonish The Fighter (christian bale), The Departed (l d caprio, m damon),
Mystic River "that's the thing: katie ain't here." sean penn.
Hist of Violence. viggo mortenson.
The Woodsman.

.. The Prestige.
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also. to read- re Upfronts: JmsP, twop, hitfix.

summer tv: 14 June PLL. then Mon-Tues 26-27 June TRUE BLOOD and WEEDS. then 11 July The Closer. then 17 July BREAKING BAD.

Friday, May 20, 2011

Don't you ever think that I'm not crying, since you're away from me, Don't ever think I went free.

in mind, trying to place ~ 'since you've been gone' ~ a bk by maggie o'farrell*, a ctry song in a movie--Nashville (watched w rg & beth on a xmas day) writ down piece of paper in drawer desk in mailrm ..slips of paper, Winesburg, sentence-shaped pieces of paper..
then here at browser I know oh broken glass jean valentine:
*or is it maggie just farrell? no am right to put O' but it's After You'd Gone (2000). and right, I have
her new novel, The Hand That First Held Mine. I like her. A life less ordinary: Maggie O'Farrell's diaries have provided the author with.. - Features, Books - The Independent "Families are endlessly interesting to writers," she says. "If you've got five people, like the family I grew up in" – she is the middle sister of three – "then you've got 20 different relationships. It's a ready-made crucible." y. family, or a group of friends. an epic.
"I remember at the age of five saying I wanted to write a story and asking my mother if she would write it for me. She said, 'If I wrote it, it would be my story, it wouldn't be yours.' I was very struck by this, the idea of authorship and ownership."

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

anyway as soon as I am thinking
about the position of direct and indirect objects, I find that I am
thinking of Deutsch 'akkusativ' and 'dativ'.


cadence ~ minding of?

If it form the one landscape that we, the inconstant ones,
Are consistently homesick for, this is chiefly
Because it dissolves in water.

...
The blessed will not care what angle they are regarded from,
Having nothing to hide. Dear, I know nothing of
Either, but when I try to imagine a faultless love
Or the life to come, what I hear is the murmur
Of underground streams, what I see is a limestone landscape.



{ How but with some real focus of desolation could I, by analogy, imagine a Love that, however often smeared, shrugged at, .. does not abandon? }
he = if | go = in | me = of | good = home
predictive text

unrelated,

speak own :
twop jacob . sfgate hickcity . dailydish andrewsullivan. 'my fvr writers'? y tell me wh y think. I believe you. and! I haven't heard this story. d n already know wh going to say; cld not have might just as well said by myself.

else to list? tele-v of int now watching: Game of Thrones, v good, m to read since books/show and re a whole world. The Killing, not v good but plot of some int and actors and some to read re good Danish original Forbrydelsen. UStTara, good, pleasant to watch a few at a time. RaisingHope, class funny.
'class.' ~ '..and spray looks crap'. (re tan, dialect girl in uk tv series Being Human wh d n turn out be th good to me). 'first rate.' (white noise delillo).
this summer wh? PLLiars back, some fun. True Blood, fun and really v good, I think whatshisname russell yes Russell Edgington king mississippi portrayed by denis o'hare y was tops for me it won't get better th last season s3 I expect. best of the best Breaking Bad july. and even tu ally weeds and dexter.

Friday, April 29, 2011

first bit ' Sing _' mm but then not and figured prob squirrel long set so stopped real player recording but no, when check back few min
'you got ~drunk and you swear you saw the devil Don't you know! Fire water always seeks its own level!' did not get that, heard end then rpj spoke so I started recording again


Lord I feel like going home' this is pretty [charlie rich]
.. I tried .. it was too much for me
now I feel like going home Lord I feel like going home

oh so pretty This ain't no place for the weary kind [tbone burnett]
somehow this don't feel like home anymore
this ain't no place to lose your mind pick up your crazy heart and give it one more try

Mama hold my hand [troy seals] your boy is going away nice this too sth re going home that's I love thematic rpj
mama won't you tell papa goodbye I know he wouldn't want to see his big boy cry


.............................................ggl-Possibly the greatest bit of blue-eyed soul I've ever heard. Troy Seals is best known as a Nashville session guitarist & country songwriter ... ytube



now rpj says going to pick up the pace nice day in chicago having a spring day haven't had in a while. checking weather I see high in upper 50s (low in 40s), while here after rainstorm nite before last dropped to high only 70s low 40s/50s and saying brr it's winter again.


[leavin louisiana in the broad daylight - rodney crowell] ~ travellin man ~ I know this as covered by a woman recent pop?
Lord she never woulda done it if she hadn't been drinkin if she hadn't been hangin round with a travellin man .. takin those crazy chances
she said daughter let me tell you about the travelling man everywhere he goes such a very short time
..Never ever done it when it felt so good never ever knew it when I knew I could never ever done it when it looked so right leaving louisiana in the broad daylight..
this is down in small town where anything goes .. alligators
did you ever see a cajun when he really gets mad when he's got real trouble like a daughter gone bad .. no time for lengthy speeches
just an ordinary story about the way things go..
but the highway goes on forever there ain't no way to stop the waters


'it won't hurt' [grace broad] he says she sings in ~'dqe' indie rock band so maybe it's a take off on her part? bcs seems too m same melody to be coinc w dwight yoakam so I tht was orig and his was wry takeoff 'it won't hurt when I fall down from this barstool. it won't hurt when I tumble to the ground. it won't hurt, 'cause this whiskey eases misery but even whiskey cannot ease this heart of mine'
to pour your heart out and be understood
to let your guard down darlin I know you could
to trust another and when you do when you say I love you I'll say I love you too.


emotions close out song

/rue and wrye/

Monday, April 25, 2011

42- (analog)
-201 ABC (3)
-202 FOX (4)
-203 NBC (6)
-204 upn
-205 GPB georgia public broadcast (8)
-206 CBS (9)
-207 CW (10)
-208 jdmhd local religious
-209 ION (12)
-210 MNTV (13)
-211 univision (14)
-212 'PBA 30' *

* Monday 9pm UpstairsDownstairs &10pm-11:30pm DowntonAbbey
Part 2 of 4 of "Downton Abbey" finds Mary entertaining three suitors, including a Turkish diplomat. In other events, much to his dismay, the former life of Mr. Carson is revealed; Mr. Bates risks his health in order to keep his post of valet.



midhrprimetime Mon 4/25/11 tv stations
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42-
-201 ABC ~analog 3
-202 FOX ~analog 4
-203 NBC ~analog 6
-204 upn? mntv? Mon9pmLawOrderSVI .. Seinfeld ~analog 7
-205 GPB georgia public broadcast? ~analog 8 Mon9pmAntiquegunsorsth and at 10pm docum re gay life in NY Village. bit 1965 re drag queens breaking masquerade law. =American Experience (9 pm, PBS/Ch. 7) recalls the "Stonewall Uprising" - a pivotal moment in the gay-rights movement.
-206 CBS ~analog 9
-207 CW Mon9pm GossipGirl CW ~analog 10
-208 jdmhd local religious
-209 ION Mon9pmCriminalMinds ~airsWithoutATrace, rt? ~analog 12 ION y
-210 mntv? Mon9pmLawOrderCriminalIntent and at 10: '11alive' news. That 70s Show. ~analog 13 MNTV y
-211 univision? spanish ~analog 14 [& note WGN analog 15 not a 42-2--] ~analog 14 UNIVISION y
-212 'PBA 30' Mon9pmUpstairsDownstairs tht so & confirmed via ggl of names hrd pbs public broadcast atlanta?
10pm "that depends. i'd have to know more about the princess and sea monster in question." #downtonabbey
(andromeda rescued by perseus "the son of a god. rather more appropriate don't you think?")

Will 'Upstairs Downstairs' upstage 'Downton Abbey'? - Telegraph telegraph.co.uk Dec 23, 2010 ... What underpins the drama is the conviction that it's not just wealth ... the words “we are not forced to accept the things which grieve us”. via ggl of that phrase, said tonite by char Mr.Amanjit to Rachel

.and in DowntonAbbey ~ .. quite wealthy. -Oh? -Mother, do not pretend you haven't already looked up the family in.. Are you afraid someone will think you are American if you speak openly? "I doubt it will come to that." :)


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Sunshine On My Shoulders - Chords - by John Denver:

   G        C       G         C          G       C    G    C
|: Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy.

G C G C Am7 D7
Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry

G C G C G C G C
Sunshine on the water looks so lovely.

G C G C G C G C
Sunshine almost always make me high


G        C        G            C          G     Am7   Bm   C
Sunshine almost all the time makes me high.

Friday, April 15, 2011

What's the appeal to a mystery? Someone is looking for something, actively. coming to know like falling in love Lilo: I learned! 'and he sorta study' slow love

What's the appeal to a mystery? Someone is looking for something, actively.
_ kate greenstreet 'case sensitive' p8 ahsahta _
asking a question . finding out . coming to know like falling in love anne carson _ LILO: "I learned!"

'and he sorter study.' etudes. _Kenneth Irby

Slow love. So much better when we take it easy. _Prince!



The sweetest winds they blow across the South.
// Let it be a Southern rain. (I've heard that into every life, a little rain must fall -- )
// It never rains in Southern California ... ... ... It pours, man it pours.

Cavafy - I attend to my work and I love it. / But today the languor of composition disheartens me. / The day has affected me. / Its face is deepening dark. - ______
_

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

The Killing: Forbrydelsen Comes to AMC - TWoP Forums p5 (...-p12)

-cilucia: I liked it. Two quick thoughts 1. Holder reminds me of Jesse from Breaking Bad, especially the Funyuns comment. neato. just wh I tht (prvs dlww post just few hrs ago) - satisfying. 2. Richmond reminded me of Carcetti from the Wire. Kinda looks like him too.

- I've seen tons of procedural episodes that had all these elements but the long time they are giving to the investigation and the mood, pacing and acting quality certainly elevate it. There are almost too many likely suspects. I'd go for the teacher if he hadn't been such a good guy on Harper's Island. oh huh, hadn't even esp reacted to him as fmlr but right he was one of th groom's friends, along w blonde Sully. Danny I think was his name. and he was a really nice guy. int also bcs I've been thinking of Harpers Island wh mostly I forget. not random to think of in cxnn w this, I guess, bcs also a series long mystery ~ cast of suspects. I found th show pretty fun.
and there's a second actor cxnn:

-My favourite theory that I've seen speculated elsewhere on the interwebs so far is that it's Linden's fiance because Callum Keith Rennie is playing him and he always plays bad guys. Callum K Rennie played big bad Wakefield in Harpers Island (I'd not known him before but cmmtrs in twop already regarded him as an actor who is usually the bad guy.
..It could be anyone at this point: the mother, the father, the councilman, one of the councilman's assistants, the councilman's opponent in the mayoral race, a classmate, some other person we haven't met yet.
dsn't seem like all th many suspects to me. we see the detectives (show started w Sarah, jogging, intercut w the crime - the girl Rosie running fr pursuer), the family, the high school, and the politicians. so, the usual ppl in her surrounds - family, classmates - and the mayoral campaign added as one other group of ppl ie field of suspects.
oh fr ggl re orig also there is the guy Belko who works w dad . I noted in credits 'Brendan Sexton ii' or so, wondered if related to Brent Sexton who plays the dad: no. in course of wh read he is Belko & imdb says is in all epsds, and bcs was seen immedly as a jerk seems suspect. other obvs jerk is jamie the little blonde guy campaign manager.


-Danie84: I've found my new favorite show. I loved the morbidity, characters ('lots of familiar faces), and Seattle's backdrop. Hope it lives up to the fun bloody whodunnit Harper's Island.

-I was so happy that the sister asked Michelle Forbes' character why she didn't call Rosie at all. That pretty much made my day. Because who doesn't call their teenage daughter after being gone ALLWEEKEND. WUT?

-the weather in Seattle is not that erratic, even in November! It gets colder and of course rains quite a bit, but usually it's drizzle/sunbreak/cloud/repeat, not downpour/sunny day/lowering clouds/monsoon. :) yeah I d n even at all remember downpours wh there must hv been but not constantly

-parts of it reminded me of Mystic River as others have mentioned ah right maybe Mystic River contrbs to paradigm for me

-I enjoyed the parallels between the pacing of this pilot and the Twin Peaks pilot. The way it all unfolded gave me some serious deja vue. The way the mom finds out about her daughter's death over the phone, the cops going to the high school to interview the kids, the searching of the bedroom, panning shots of the city, video footage of the victim, and the powerful music really brought it back to me.
--kostgard: I had the same thought when the mother got the bad news while on the phone listening to her husband break down: that's exactly how Laura Palmer's parents found out about her death. That and some of the high school stuff, and the to-do about the necklace (Rosie's butterfly, Laura's half-heart) reminded me of Twin Peaks.
cmmtrs energized in 'disagreeing' w this comparison. much debated. I think the anti-TwinPeaks ppl make poor pnts (about similarities being tropes in all mysteries, + superficial just NW setting & victim teenage girls). I side w the defenders:
-polarbeorn: he similarities between this show and Twin Peaks are much MUCH more than superficial. People look back at Twin Peaks and remember it being all dancing dwarves and log ladies. They forget the pilot was very realistic and very, very grim. And many of the details from that pilot are right here in this new show, and not just standard murder-mystery "tropes". From the setting to the music to the climate. Even several scenes were virtual copies... The dead girl's mother learning of her daughters death because she overhears her husband crying on the other side with the police....The discovery of the "cage" is identical to the discovery of the bloodstained boxcar where Laura Palmer was killed...the slowly increasing police presence at the high school where the students gradually realize what happened...the mudered girls bedroom...her necklace...the emphasis on her photograph on the wall...her jackass boyfriend...her misleading best friend...her catatonic mother...the weird new cop (Dale Cooper loved coffee, this guy loves weed!)...each episode covering one successive day in the investigation...
I understand Twin Peaks quickly took a sharp left turn onto the boulevard of surrealism and never looked back; and from what I've heard about Forbrydelsen, this show will follow its own different path (which I'm happy about); but the reviewers are right to point out the very clear and obvious connection between these two series.


-The format, the single crime, revolving around a number of the days of the investigation, that focuses on a number of points of views from the police, to the family, to the various suspects and their lives actually reminds me more of a British show that came out a few years ago called 'Five Days' than it does of Twin Peaks. I think it was also shown on HBO. Considering the original 'The Killing' is set in Denmark if I was going suspect a source of inspiration I'd pick that. Even the way the crimes were eventually resolved was kind of similar.

-ropes pierre:
Anyone get the vibe that the kid is not hers( Linden) , but the son of the crackhead/the kid who drew the picture she had in her box? I did not see any baby pictures of him, just the one on the fridge. oh good call, that's int and wld work. had Holder ask "what happened to the kid?" and then interruptn before she cld answer
I think my strategy for this show is to disbelieve anything they tell me (the constant misdirection) and watch for the things they show without drawing attention to heavily.

I mean, that could work out. Like, raising a kid on vending machines.

The Killing, on amc, epsd 2 (or, in single vid of two epsd premiere, at ~ 1:05) based on Danish 'Forbrydelsen'.
wh is like for me? Five Days. wh itslf was like wh? I guess said to be British-style 24, suspense without so m melodrama, not concentrated into single incredible day, but five days of investigation ~ sth like, 1st, then 3rd, then after a month, then a few months, then almost a year later?
and then y bcs of girl found, by water, think of Twin Peaks "who killed __" but y right not smlr in tone at all.
tone more like The Wire. in its wide view on detectives, family, and politics (bcs girl found in sunken town car belonging to campaign for mayoral challenger). maybe it's esp the politician scenes th make me think of The Wire, s3, and this may not warrant the comparison, though the orig praised highly, and in just bit of rdg did see two other cmmts saying on or almost par w The Wire.

this may have th personal hook for me in char of side-detective Holder. came here to note this scene wh I delighted:

..after interviews at the high school. two detectives Sarah Linden and her replacement Holder at desks looking at phone records, and Sarah's son Jack sitting waiting in chair on side of office..

-SL: Cell calls to home, parents' phones, Sterling... Not much of a social life.
-H: Till that boyfriend.
-What was she doing with him? Good girl with no secrets.
-She lied to her mom about her costume. And her Fabrizio Bianchis. There's no way she could afford these. We're looking at 2gs easy.
-How do you even know that?
-How do you not?
-Mom shops at Ross. That's why.
/oho! Holden puts out hand for Jasper who eagerly steps up to high five/
/Sarah to Jack/ -Maybe you should go get some chips or something.
/Holden/ -Jasper could have bought these, trying to win her back.
/Sarah calling after her son/-No candy bars. Something healthy, like corn chips!
/Holden, leaning back to call over his shoulder/ -Yeah, funyuns, son! Get your fiber! I mean... I mean, that could work out. Like, raising a kid on vending machines. earnest "I mean.." then cracks big smile. mm.
Don't feel bad, Linden. I mean, y-you really ain't that bad. So, little man and your boyfriend... they get along?
-My fiance. Yeah, they do. That's good, 'cause my mom's boyfriends... whoo! I mean, they had it out for me. They were, like, lions. Like, kill the cub to get the female back in heat. It was like--


AMC is dead on with ‘The Killing’ -by Paige Wiser tv critic pwiser@suntimes.com

With their moody new mystery series “The Killing,” AMC has remade the 2007 Danish series “Forbrydelsen” (“The Crime”), which was an insane hit there. What at first seems like a slow pace turns out to be a permanent steady sense of dread. Teenage Rosie Larsen is horrifically murdered, but it doesn’t feel sensationalistic. It just feels very real.

The most devastating early scenes are centered on the dead girl’s family as they get the news. Michelle Forbes (“True Blood” first seen? in 24 I guess, fmlr enough before True Bl that th just seemed a not esp great note for the actress; and In Treatmt as Paul's wife then ex, just a bit role) and Brent Sexton (“Justified” fmlr to me fr 'Life' as good guy policeman who had been Charlie's partner) will break your heart as Rosie’s parents.
y Forbes as mom Mitch on the phone when husband pulls up to the cops at the lake, hearing him calling 'Rosie'

Mireille Enos (Big Love, did highly praised roles of the twins on th compound, ~Kathy who came across gentle and kind and who married Joey & Wanda and then was killed I think by Roman and the one who came across harder ~Jodean who Frank got to marry and he & Lois took on their bird smuggling expdtn) plays red-haired Sarah, a low-key homicide detective in the tradition of Frances McDormand’s “Fargo” character. hm int good comparison. She’s due to leave Seattle to marry a sweet guy in sunnier Sonoma, but she’s resignedly drawn into the murder investigation.

Sarah is saddled with training her replacement an ex-narc cop played by Joel Kinnaman as sort of a white Snoop Dogg ~ lanky and streetspeaky. You’ll hate him at first sight — and then start looking forward to hating him as a break from all the grief.
d n hate him at all, is that really how most ppl wld, is that how char intended? I'd hv tht somewh as comic relief and anyway as contrast of style ~culture
from th first find him int and funny "you're my ride, Linden!" -- always I like this kind character or personality, what is it -- forceful -- in anger, often, or humorous indignation like Always Sunny "ah, yeah, it is" maintaining something totally wrong with total conviction, like jaime at scarecrow going to th back to get a video for a guy, then having a conversation w a friend back there, then coming back out hvg totally forgotten "no, that wasn't me" (like, that guy's weird!) ~ all-in, wrt own world.

most smlr to how I like Jesse fr BrkgBad, w street speak and so earnest. (Jesse's a sweethrt like Holden is not though) rg: 'you laugh every time he talks' (like, I'm not a good barometer of what's going on & what's funny) said to me orig re Hurley in Lost, v diff character, but also sort of all-in, expressing himself with force: "Michael didn't know about the polar bear!"

emphatic. I like emphatic.
of course here it's how wry. wry is very for me 'made up my mind th I wld live today'.

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