may drown in still

Kern River (writ by Merle Haggard) - Tabs, Chords, Lyrics | cowboylyrics

     D                      A
I'll never swim Kern River again.
A
It was there that I met her.
A                                E      E7
It was there that I lost my best friend.
D
And now I live in the mountains.
C#m                   
I drifted up here with the wind.
A
And I may drown in still water,
E                      A
But I'll never swim Kern River again.

A
I grew up in an oil town,
D                 A
But my gusher never came in.
A
And the river was a boundary
A                               E    (E7) E9
Where my  darlin' and I used to swim.

A
There's  the South San Joaquin,
D                          A
Where the seeds of the dust bowl are found.
A
And there's a place called Mount Whitney
A                                      E   (E7) E9
From where the mighty Kern River comes down.
A
Well, it's not  deep nor wide,
A          D                      A
But it's a mean piece of water my friend.
A
And I may cross on the highway,
E                     A
But I'll never swim Kern River again.

Second Hand Songs - Recording: Kern River - Dave Alvin
On audio album Tulare Dust - A Songwriters Tribute to Merle Haggard (1994)
{ Merle Haggard 1985; Dave Alvin 1994; Jon Wilcox 2002 }

ytube: MERLE HAGGARD - Kern River (embedding disabled; d n find vid of dave alvin covering)



tuned in today, got lucky, rpj sitting in for squirrel shape I'm in. so playing all the 'altv ctry' I like.

also:

All things that are alive are brothers in the soil, and in the sky. .. And the answers don't seen easy, and I'm wondering if they could be. (townes van zandt High Low and Inbetween his songs to me always the most sad * him: "I wouldn't say sad. more: hopeless.")

and
That's How Strong My Love Is performed by Buddy Miller August 19, 1997

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how bleak everything

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by Durham » Sun Jun 12, 2011 4:19 pm
-Slim Charles Dickens
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Jugdish wrote:
for a while i was using a cardboard box as a bed but it just didnt seem real enough. i had dreams but they weren't about how bleak everthing is.

*here this appears as poster Durham's signature I think. not a reply to the specific forum. appear every time the person posts, do you want us to read that every every time over and over ? anyway I do like that. cardboard box as bed not real enough I had dreams but they were not about how bleak
ggl d n immed turn up orig jugdish cmmt just a forum w many cmmts fr Durham:

Board index - Free-for-all -- -- I just met the most uncountable serf

and what is this board, this website? hipinion
dlcs-Others : Saved 41 times, first on 28 Mar 06.
-cool forum about music -hipster crap


ps re McNulty (glibly) -it signifies his transition from chaotic neutral to neutral good
ggl to, seen before, of int: Character Alignment - Television Tropes & Idioms
The original editions of Dungeons and Dragons drew on the works of Poul Anderson and Michael Moorcock to come up with three alignments: Lawful [or not], Neutral [btw Good/Evil], Chaotic [or not]. Neutrality alternatively represents neither one (as was the case with animals and people who simply didn't care) or a desire to see "balance" between the two. Later editions kept this as the "ethical" axis of the alignment scale and added a second "moral" axis of Good, Neutral, and Evil.
I like tvtropes diagram of wh comes down to moral |||| ethical
nice person | not nice person |||| plays by rules | d n play by rules

Try and stay, though, inside. See how long you can.

"That in any true life you must go and be exposed outside the small circle that encompasses two or three heads in the same history of love. Try and stay, though, inside. See how long you can."

//seen today as epigr in hardcvr novel recentish, among used bks outsd acapella bks. //

INSIDE. inside of sth, with you, or you and you. dyad tryad family. circle same history of love. through time bound loving.
~ an experiment. sad, not so sad as an experiment: you can't, but see how long you can. you can't but try. see.

found this bit quoted this az rvw and also
"Everyone tries to create a world he can live in, and what he can't use he often can't see. /hmm, y/ But the real world is already created /y/, and if your fabrication doesn't correspond, then even if you feel noble and insist on there being something better than what people call reality, that better something needn't try to exceed what, in its actuality, since we know so little, may be very surprising. If a happy state of things, surprising; if miserable or tragic, no worse than what we invent." int, bcs: needn't. we so little know anyway wh actuality the really already created world. (not sure if I underst.)


nice bellow th y lived thirty yrs midway mngmt steve says longest resident 5704 where I for ten yrs wh long for me but how long if over if not now. and janice was nice on th phone about a bk gift, wh? I said I'd wait and send it or sth re customs maybe it was to Canada maybe she was in Maine, she was nice. in ravelstein re the cloisters and the parrots who I saw not there 58th but north at 52nd pancake house in the trees.

Chicago poolroom upbringing
~ "when you are not sent before Eli to start service in the temple, nor set on a horse by your weeping sisters to go study Greek in Bogotá, but land in a poolroom-- what can that lead to of the highest? Friends, brethren, there is no brief to say where it leads."

Augie March in fact this edtn Penguin 20th C Classic b&w photo more mostly the pale green spine backcvr. given chosen for me when first left politicsprose 1996 by seth worked back rm.

drift rift river sediment bottomland homeland

shale

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this 'I'll have to be the one I tell.' so tell.
love, would want to tell you everything. what everything would be? what is everything I would tell you? here is my H paper, here is my suitcase of kingston road, including this green circular tupperware (something even I don't know what to call it, it's not the words, it's a thing even to me that is a thing it is!) here dlww. mdlww.
abandoned hope easier to live without it. that's a finnish novel at the beginning.
calasso flip of the cloak logic was just. hidden ness magic. you get close to insanity. see the halo, that's gkc. self swansea leslie scalapino. dionysus the river one day rises up floods evth, calasso to me.
til river, purpose goal if not telos teleology you what? toward? like wide water nothing fr wh to take a bearing. toward? ask anne.
bar trivia all I have is word association. filburt hazelnut. dead man jim jarmusch. /not information.
not writing for full sentences. freely associating to what end? to tell you, like a secret. a mystery someone trying to find out actively learn answer understand. am the mystery what am. not, 'knowing each other too well to think there are any important secrets" which is like the far end from insanity. the What happened Abe I guess I just got bored and then it was such a long way back. the mind's no mountains. no cliffs sheer fall hold cheap may those who ne'er.

can we go in it? we can. and will we say this is Chattanooga for us.

2011 summer tele-v was Sunday night Breaking Bad serious and then True Blood fun~ breezy sexy blur. "like always" jacob twop. Tuesday PLL also fun breezy. also jacob. and bit of Weeds, aired Mondays, to watch whenever.

endSept now only BkB, really. last three epsds: 25 Sept, 2 Oct, 9 Oct. ...

Parenthood sth else. of this world. good. good for watching with. but reading about it not int, ppl disliking the chars, judging their actions. ~ bcs of their world? not thoughtful.

also the comedies come on Raising Hope, maybe Suburgatory, rg mk comedy community Community.

Ringer (CW) a bit of fun. Revenge (ABC) may be also. ~~ like those MNTV telenovelas. Fashion House. is th one I watched for a bit: w Bo Derek. and Morgan Fairchild. soapy fun.

... 2 Oct starts up some tele-v int. Showtime. Dexter thrill fun and Homeland v good Claire Danes and esp bcs Damian Lewis. am now haunted by premiere. finding haunting.

then 5 Oct will check out AmerHorrStory. eh to DylanMcD but do like Connie Britton and the someone else of int is Denis O'Hare who I seriously like, fr Tr Bl last summer.

_ and on AMC after Bkb, follwing Sunday 16Oct Walking Dead. will be some fun to watch, read. 6 Nov will add airing after it Hell on Wheels.

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mainly then, it is Homeland.

it is tight panic down the birth canal / to carry on

problems w Safari

#dn warn closing mult tabs
& -no reopen recently closed tabs

#dn manage bkrmks well:
-no descrip field; also no tags.
-no sorting (!) by name or address.
*cannot find any discussions re 'BOOKMARKS' in sidebar th are neither bkmrk menu nor bkmrk toolbar. weird. no conception of these? (does Apple not know those BOOKMARKS are over there?)ok
~also am having v irritating problem cannot drag indiv bkrmks or folders. have been able to sometimes. but this is not the first time I can't. at lst happened yesterday too. also cannot drag icons to customize toolbar. v irritating. but perhaps a result of sth I did, my highish risk behavior visiting iffy streaming sites. …see if works next time restart Safari. // ok, yes. it works *until* I drag a folder from among those sidebar BOOKMARKS. which it allows, that one drag. then no more. no dragging *any* bkrmks, nor icons from the customize toolbar dialog. so, it screws up Safari that I try to move a folder from that sidebar. maybe not meant to have folders there. yup. if just indiv bkmrks there, can drag around, no problem. but not folders. which is dumb. bcs if I have a bkmrks that I do not want to see on my toolbar or my menu (wh access fr command line or whatever call it at top of screen), so as to preserve from overflow, then am going to have most bkmrks there just in that sidebar, and am going to want to organize in folders. but no one is even talking about that *there*, the sidebar, so it's as if there's no there there.
it's like where bkrmks that are not anywhere go. like the Unsorted Bkmrks in Frfx. but those make sense bcs that is the default when you add a bkrmk without specifying, ie when you just click the star, you have no added that bkmrk to the Unsorted Bkmrks.
in Safari when add a bkmrk you can't select that BOOKMARKS, and I do not know of a way to add a bkrmk without selecting ~ goes to default, wh is toolbar, dumb. I only noticed sidebar BOOKMARKS bcs D has bkrmks there, not in the menu (where S has inverness and I put weather etc). but how did he come to put those there? wld have to drag over there right? hmm is there some shortcut that does default to there?

#also, problem w Mac OS: cannot singly delete items from trash. that's bananas!

#oh and Safari does not block cookies ie 'website data' even if have selected Privacy > Preferences > ALWAYS block. !!! still accrues. this seems incredible!


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cut & pasted from Safari 9/6/11



Reopen Closed Tabs in Safari 5 [mine=5.1]: | macobsrvr / Edit: Undo Close Tab /works only for last tab closed /see re plugin: GLIMS

offline mode in Safari | SuperUser /for offline viewing File > Save As .."Web Archive" / starting love Safari sorry Frfx

Bkmrks hover need show URL in status bar/bubble/tooltip - Safari 3: FAIL | code.ggl/chromium - issue 5246


*bad// HT Manage Safari Bookmarks Efficiently | Cult of Mac /d n find anyth re those Bkmrks that show in library sidebar, ie are neither in bar nor menu // Safari bkmrk handling is poor! (or am I missing sth?) -d n show if site already bkmrkd (like th star on Frfx) -no descrip field -cannot resort by name or address (and no tags either?) // AND I keep being unable to drag to move (though stimes have). this also true of trying drag icon to customize toolbar, so maybe is a problem w my Safari not specific to bkmrks?!

Apple - Safari - Learn about the features available in Safari # BOOKMARKS

*bad// I cannot customize safari toolbar: Apple Support Communities /no replies yet. me, cannot drag within bkrmks or from customize toolbar. maybe a result of sth I did, an iffy webpage ~ (I have prvsly stimes been able to drag, stimes not)

*bad. terrible!// Safari will NOT block cookies, ever: Apple Support Communities | Aug11 -This is true. The "block cookies always" setting in the Privacy tab is not 100% effective (evidently Apple programmers have their own definition of "always"). Make your next computer a PC that runs Linux.


*bad! re Mac OS// Deleting selected items from Trash - MacRumors Forums | 2006/2009 | -the rational solution [is to be able to] perform a deletion on an individual basis. //that's bizarre th you cannot. and the defenders seem to be saying you shld consider evth in the trash ALREADY deleted. ~ but the analogy wld be, emptying the trash = taking it out (for collection > dump). and you wld want to do that periodically so as to have less in your house!

have recently had several moments of not knowing why a website acting strangely: I login and nothing happens. it does not say my login is wrong, but I am not signed in now.
then I remember. this is because I set my Firefox > Preferences to NOT allow cookies except from sites I specify:
Firefox > Preference - Privacy: [UNCHECKED] Accept cookies from sites
- Exceptions = ALLOW specified sites, where I list those I use regularly = blogger, dlcs, gmail.
thedayislikewidewater.blogspot.com *have to add each of my private blogspots individually or it will not redirect! happened yesterday when went to export my blogs, tried to view Owliver got 503 error, thought maybe a problem bcs not logged in for so long, maybe format of blog needed to be updated and too much time now passed. then happened again w Fromnotebooks, realized and added those and also mdlww to cookies Exceptions.
also had to add Evernote, after good while of confusion about whether their site was wack, no online version of my account. then duh need to allow cookies.
also Pinboard.
this will probably happen again. but for now, I do like allowing only cookies from site I say...