Try and stay, though, inside. See how long you can.

"That in any true life you must go and be exposed outside the small circle that encompasses two or three heads in the same history of love. Try and stay, though, inside. See how long you can."

//seen today as epigr in hardcvr novel recentish, among used bks outsd acapella bks. //

INSIDE. inside of sth, with you, or you and you. dyad tryad family. circle same history of love. through time bound loving.
~ an experiment. sad, not so sad as an experiment: you can't, but see how long you can. you can't but try. see.

found this bit quoted this az rvw and also
"Everyone tries to create a world he can live in, and what he can't use he often can't see. /hmm, y/ But the real world is already created /y/, and if your fabrication doesn't correspond, then even if you feel noble and insist on there being something better than what people call reality, that better something needn't try to exceed what, in its actuality, since we know so little, may be very surprising. If a happy state of things, surprising; if miserable or tragic, no worse than what we invent." int, bcs: needn't. we so little know anyway wh actuality the really already created world. (not sure if I underst.)


nice bellow th y lived thirty yrs midway mngmt steve says longest resident 5704 where I for ten yrs wh long for me but how long if over if not now. and janice was nice on th phone about a bk gift, wh? I said I'd wait and send it or sth re customs maybe it was to Canada maybe she was in Maine, she was nice. in ravelstein re the cloisters and the parrots who I saw not there 58th but north at 52nd pancake house in the trees.

Chicago poolroom upbringing
~ "when you are not sent before Eli to start service in the temple, nor set on a horse by your weeping sisters to go study Greek in Bogotá, but land in a poolroom-- what can that lead to of the highest? Friends, brethren, there is no brief to say where it leads."

Augie March in fact this edtn Penguin 20th C Classic b&w photo more mostly the pale green spine backcvr. given chosen for me when first left politicsprose 1996 by seth worked back rm.