Monday, January 16, 2006

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I am wanting to take words ~literally. -look at me-
"for you" here is a lie? everyone knows this is a nuisance, not a person who has something important to say to me. not everyone? some call? are they outsiders, who don't know?
how do you know unless someone tells you?

is it capitalism? H, when you say that words like coins get tarnished, is this because of (worse in) a free marketplace? just, a marketplace? where we sell.

when selling, the intention is not to communicate (that could be a means to gaining customer loyalty - Macy's Santa sends you to other stores in movie Miracle on 34th St, or the car insurance company ~Prudential~ that shows a comparison of rates with theirs not always the best) the end is not saying-what-you-mean.

why do I want that as an end? (as the only end? - is that what I want? -how will I know unless you tell me?) -look at me-
-integrity? -you want connection. -and not just you. "connection" - this word, a dime a dozen... -this, this. is life that is not invention. right?

I am interested. there are questions I do enjoy being within. late capitalism? and words that do not mean --oh but speech act theory, I won't have it. why not? I don't think it is FOR REAL. ?. if it was, they would say less. ?. the way people talk about their dissertations - it is a horror. ok, not for you, you learned how to complete long-term research writing yay then. you were schooled in conventions, I guess, that I have not found useful. philosophy conferences are Boring. !. shouldn't be.
so, this trouble itself, articulating it interests you: why are resumes a little death? dad says, you don't have to wear your heart on your sleeve, alittle death. or to go to school, again, without believing there is any real project happening there. there is not. there is not. ok, for you maybe there is. for me, denmark is a prison. I would know if there was, because it would be so great ("?little mermaid / my fair lady) if some people were like, ok, let's find out about this. or at least let's stand within the question we feel. Zizjek maybe, I think I thought he meant it "there is so much work to do."
what do people mean by Art. isn't it weird that in this acceptance as normal of telemarketers and resumes (much the worse, to me) they also think it is normal to write poetry. and sell books of it! but whatever, can't I use that. ---how do you live without lying (is there a better word for what I won't do? ah Bartleby ah humanity. call it art.--- maybe. outsider art - read about how Darger lived. prose poetry.
thinking of leaving chicago anyway why not take these 8 months to... (and yes, use the idea of Vernclrpress).
but spring, days getting longer. I will not - - oh my darling. will ever be able to 'ggl' cadences?

cadence.

this miracle among the souls of animals. (echoes - W.Berry - poetry is reminding.) why among animals? inconsolable.

over against? // words in 'late capitalism' (resumes, conventions, schooling, my anger).

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